Hands
Hands up! I admit it and I should have known better. I have had some crappy relationships in the past which you would think I might learn something from but thirty something years into my life I continue to make the same mistakes over and over again.
I thought things would be different this time but then I always do. Friends and family tell me differently but I choose to ignore them and yep I always ignore them to my detriment. I dunno why this relationship stuff has to be so difficult. I mean it seems like it should be straightforward enough but I always seem to be making the same mistakes.
What these mistakes are exactly I’m really not too sure. I wish someone would tell me exactly but unfortunately I only ever get vague answers. What was that movie called? High Fidelity I think where John Cusack calls all his ex girlfriends to see what might have gone wrong. Maybe that could be an option for me.
I might actually start to get some helpful answers. Sure it would be excruciating stuff but if it helps me understand things better then I think it would be worth it. So where to find those phone numbers as I always delete them from my phone when a relationships ends. sort of a closure thing I guess.